The Word 'Fate'

Do you believe in Fate? I dunno about you but i don... Cos everything that happens will nvr be fate... Or they say Your Destiny... To me, it's just coincidence... Everytime i meet him along the corridor, i will tell myself that it's just coincidence... You know we just happen to be there at the same time... Nth to be excited about... Nth to do with fate... That is what i believe... Why am i saying this? Cos i know we were nvr meant for each other... To all the girls out there, if you really love this guy a lot and you wan to express your feelings... Think thru it first... Will he still be your friend if you tell him that you love him? Well... The guy i like didnt... I told him many months back and now we're not talking at all... And still, i'm going back to the darn place where this whole torture began... Am i going back to collect all the memories i left there? I dunno... Haiz! I wan to get over but i dunno how.. Thou i know someday it will be over... My life isn't that perfect and i doubt that it will ever be... But i will still make the best of it... Like what darius told me, Be Positive!^^ Yea rite...-.- What the hell... Ah... Whatever!!! Change the atmosphere!!!! So... Enjoy the video on the last post? Damn hot rite?? Haha!!! DongHae!!!!! Haha!!! Another video? Hmm... A funny one shld be ok? Nono... Let's be different this time... LYRICS!!! A new song by Super Junior M... I feel so fortunate that i actually understand...:)

吹一樣的風-Super Junior M
陽台上吹著風 有一些難過
累積在胸口 還不懂為什麼
有一個女孩 和一片天空
還只是我的 一個夢

熟悉的脈搏 又開始跳動
雲朵的河流 車窗外快速的流動
現在的你在城市的 哪一個角落
多想看見你笑容的溫柔

*如果在小時候 草地上我回頭
你親口說愛我
我沒裝做不懂
如果你能來找我
唱相同的歌 吹一樣的風(一樣的風)
我會牽起你的手

漫步踏上微風 走到了空中

田野裡開了花 當時我們好懵懂
所以那時沒有過 帶走你的念頭
太陽在雲背後 慢慢地移動
直到我終於 失去了有你的那一段時空

(如果) 熟悉的脈搏 又開始跳動
雲朵的河流 車窗外快速的流動
現在的你在城市的 哪一個角落
多想看見你笑容的溫柔

*如果在小時候 草地上我回頭
你親口說愛我
我沒裝做不懂
如果你能來找我
唱相同的歌 吹一樣的風(一樣的風)

陪你看著夕陽落下的 每一個午後
有多少的話想對你說
還能不能再次擁有 你我都錯過的以後

*如果在小時候 草地上我回頭
你親口說愛我
我沒裝做不懂
如果你能來找我
唱相同的歌 吹一樣的風(一樣的風)
我會牽起你的手

**草地上我回頭
你失望的感受 我現在全都懂

如果你能來找我
唱相同的歌 吹一樣的風(吹一樣的風)
我會牽起你的手

漫步踏上微風 走到了空中
漫步踏上微風 架起了彩虹

Link to hear the song:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=StgzpxB2C7s

I Realised Smth...

What's wrong with the world? Like really.. Last two weeks was literally hell for me. It was like as if the whole world is against me. I'm like... WTH did i do sia?! I cried almost everday for the last few days... Like I can nvr drain all the water out of me... Partly cos of friends, family, school... Basically everything is stressing me out... On sunday, I almost killed myself... Subconciously... What's with me? i really dunno... I just felt as if i am no use to this world.. Like i'm here for nth... Just an extra.. I'm lagging in school and bowling... And my friends are like slowly leaving me... I really dunno how to carry on living with a smile on my face... Haiz! Also, the Bintan trip is like coming... And we're like going back to the same place where we went last year... I mean... Falling in love with someone on this particular day, at this particular place... The next thing you know.. It has alr been a year and both of you are going back to the same place, on the same day... To him, it's nth but... To me, it's really irresistable... I can't back out rite? I wan to go but i'm not looking forward to how I am going to feel there... Thou I have this very strong feeling that you will not be going... But still... Haiz! I don even know why i like him in the first place... That's why they say... Love Is Blind.. Watever la! Don talk about this... To brighten up the atmosphere... Let's watch Super Junior M's new MV!^^ It's awesome ttm!!! HAWTTIES!!!! Warm Welcome to Hyukkie and SungMinnie!!! Haha! That's all for today's SuJu Spam... AnnYeong Peeps!!!

SJ-M Comeback!!!!!!!!!!!!

Woo~! Super Junior-M is going to have their comeback on Valentine's Day!!! Which is like this Monday!!! Awesome!!! ^^ Haha! They released their teaser photo liao... I got one DongHae one and the one with DongHae,Siwon,ZhouMi and Henry...^^ DongHae so HAWT!!! Haha! >.< You can't really see the one with the four of them but ya... You get the idea, rite? Haha! Their title track is called Too Perfect if i'm not wrong... So cool~! Can't wait! SJ one is called GOTCHA NUMBA!!!! Go SJ! I recenlty saw one saying they are currently preparing for the 5th Album and getting ready for SS4! ^^ I think it was said by Teukkie or smth... Oh! And he fractured his pinky... How cute is that! I mean like seriously... Haha! See? Haha! But he still look so happy! Which is good isn't? And I also heard that Teukkie,HeeChul and YeSung going to the army soon...>.< Noooo......... I don wan them to go la!!! Like seriously... They are suppose to prepare for their 5th album and SS4!!! If they go, they would miss you SS4!! I still wan to see Teukkie and Lady HeeHee one leh...:P HAha! Anyway.... Seriously... I can't imagine Teukkie bald la... HeeChul also... I think he would be spamming twitter everyday saying... I WAN MY HAIR BACK!!! Haha! T.T Don go la!!! Anyway... Gtg... Cos my brother wan to use the com and my coussies are coming soon!!! This means it's time for SuJu Spam!!!!^^ Enjoy~!


Kyu so cool~! Haha! Teaser photo for Super Girl!^^
DongHae tweeted this photo of himself in Thailand the other time... So Cute!>.<
Tired hyukkie sleeping in between songs... Rest Well!!! I saw them live yesterday... So cool!!!
Haha! Bubble face Teukkie!!!! ^^

Teaser photo for Super Girl!!!! ^^ So hot rite? I know...:)

At the airport... but looks like some professional photo... Haha!! ^^

Both of them were in Thailand for a CF... So nice seeing them together like that!!!

I posted more pics this time cos i seriously downloaded too many!! Too many to choose frm... Haha! All of them so nice...^^ Can't wait for SJ-M comeback with Hyukkie and SungMinnie!!!^^ Heard that Hyukkie will be the new leader!!! :D SuJu FTW!!!!

Gong Xi Fa Cai!!!^^

Woo~! It's Chinese new year!!! Haha! I was supposed to post one on the 3rd! But then smth cropped up so it wasn't posted la... But i had fun... Lost a bit of money but CNY is just plain SHIOK ttm!^^ Haha! On the 3rd was Kyu's Birthday! I wished him a happy birthday via twitter...:) Hope he saw it...:P Haha! The maknae of Suju! ^^ Woo~ Currently, I'm at home... Going to watch It's ok, Daddy"s Girl (괜찮아 아빠딸) soon! Awesome!!! Haha! DongHae in it!^^
See... Haha! So HAWT rite?! >.< Haha! Yea... Gonna watch it after this post... Anyway, on the first day of CNY, i went M'sia... Awesome i tell you! I played with firecrackers!!! ^^ And my brother got his brow slightly burnt wich explained the hole...:P Haha! I lit like two hugh ones! And like OMG!!! Awesome man!! Haha! I don think i'm gonna do a suju spam today.. But SuJu ftw!!! Shinee too!!! Hwalting!

So AWESOME!!!! ^^

Woo~! Awards Nite ws sooo awesome!!! I took so much more pics this time!!!^^ Haha! Anyway, while i'm typing away here, there are ppl at indoor stadium waiting for SS3 to start!!! T.T I wanna go!!!! :( It's like Darius all those are there la... I wanna go!!!!!! Life is soooooo UNFAIR! Anyway, Teukkie and HeeNim got into an accident yesterday... Like here... In SG! Damn those crazy E.L.Fs! I'm not proud of my fellow E.L.Fs at all!!! AT ALL! As you can see, there is a lot of exclamation marks (!), cos i really wan to go SS3! :( it's like im the only one left behind...:( I love you, SuJu!!! Don care!!! When SHINee comes, i confirm will go... But it's not the same!!! T.T SS3 and SHINee World is not the same!!! :( It's ok... I will be waiting for SS4!!! I swear!!! T.T Have fun, E.L.Fs at the stadium now (including Darius, Joel, Darren and Jaris...-.-) Anyway, here's a freaking cool pic... And I wanna be part of it...T.T
So cool rite?! The Sea Of Red And Blue!!! I wanna be part of the blue...^^ Haha! Listening to Super Girl-SJ M... Shiok sia!^^ Anyway, wanna see pics of me on Awards Nite? Super ZiLian i tell you...:P
After putting make up... Haha! Haven change yet... Damn ZiLian rite? Learn from Ashleigh one...:P Hers is worse ok? I only got like one... Here's more taken with friends...^^
I like this one with Keith! ^^
Dyana soooooooooooo chio rite?? Haha! Love you!!! Boaz!!! Haha! i like this pic too!! ^^
One of my favourites!!! :) Haha! And yes, i had to bend down...:P
This one!^^ Haha! yea... I remember last year i was er... Haha! I had a hard time trying to like avoid him but yea... Woo~! This year leh... Not anymore... I even the one who asked to take pics...:) Haha! (I saying all this cos i know no one from school will read my blog so... ya) Ok! Yes! I used to like HIM! So what? I don anymore rite? Haha! Okok.... Enough of the Awards Nite pics... Time for SuJu Spam!!!!!!! HAHA!!!!!!!!



Haha!!! So it's Hyukkie, EunHae then Fishy!!! Love them ttm!!!!!

Yes, It's ME~!!!^^

Haha!! Just came back from the second week of school... Oh! And one camp... It was fun, got to know more ppl and ya... Haha! It's in school then was only like less than a day... But it was fun la... Haha!!! This time, i would be able to put pics cos i'm using my own com!!!^^ Woo~Haha! Yea...Today shall be a total spam of Super Junior pics... Ok? Haha! Now listening to Romantic by SHINee~! Haha! Yea... Second week of school and i alr have like 3 projs...? Sian! Then i still need to buy dress for Awards Night...-.- Haiz... Damn! Oh! But I'm now the captain for Sec 2!!! Anyway, here are the pics...:)) Enjoy~!^^
He's sooo cute rite? Haha!^^

The two older ones... :P But still sooooo~ H.O.T!!!

SungMinnie damn hot!!! No more pretty boy look!!! :)))

Let's not forget our beloved DongHae!!!! ILY!!!^^ Hottie~!

Ohoh! I didn't know i had this... Haha!!!

New Year!!!

Hey ppl!!! ^^ Sry for the lag... Cos didn't have a com... Cos of that got an infringement for not submitting PTR for Milo...-.- Talking about Milo... It was awesome ttm!! Like bowled 2 200 over games in one day!!! Like damn awesome la... Haha!! As you can see, i change my blogskin... Got sick of editing again and again... SuJu gonna come soon... In 21 days time!!! Yea~!!! Haha! I wan to go see them... maybe at the airport... cos i didnt get the tix... it's like so ex la... Hope shinee comes to Singapore like again!! Heard that not much ppl wait at the airport one leh... Haiz... Why...? Anyway, i forgot what i wan to say....:((( OH!!!! I'm using Melanie JieJie's MacBook now... So cool!!! I wan a laptop and my ipod is like spoiling liao...:(((( First week os school was awesome!!!!! Haha!! :) I moved to purple house liao... Am a house cap(AWESOME!!!!).. Haha!!! going to be councilor also!!! But not confirm yet... what kind of pic shld i put today??? Er... Wait, i go see...:))) WAIT!!!!! I just cant put any pic...:(( Aw man... sian!!! don care la... next post...:)) Oh!! Yesterday, i bowled a 17.8 speed throw...:))) WOah!!! haha!!! cya next time!!